“That brings forth his fruit in his season….
Today I sat by the river and watched Noel try to paddle his surfboard….it was his third attempt in almost two years and the first he had been unsuccessful, unable to get his arms to do what they once did without even thinking.
Watching him today I am still thankful that he is able to do so much but sad that he has lost something that was so much a part of him. Although his strength may have wained, I could tell his determination has not so after watching on for a while, realising he would be ok, I lay under this amazing tree and looked up….what a beautiful tree this was….planted so close to the water.
The words of a Psalm dropped into my mind….”and he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water” Noel, he’s like this tree, his roots go deep, he’s strong in spirit and although right now it looks like anything but prospering, he is…in fact he’s growing stronger than ever…..his spirit is like that trunk and I picture him as that tree “that brings forth fruit in HIS season”….there’s another season coming.
“The Righteous shall flourish like a Palm tree….those that be planted in the house of the Lord shall flourish..” Psalm 92:12
In fact it says “…he will STILL bring forth fruit in his old age….”
So you see, our story isn’t over because we can see with ‘God’ eyes. He’s at work here doing something far greater on the inside. In the dismantling and reshaping he’s remaking us. He’s causing our roots to go deeper than ever before. Somedays I can’t see it. Somedays I fail to look with ‘God’ eyes and my eyes just leak regret, discontent and they question why? But he gently reminds me to not ask “why” just ask “what now” and look again with eyes that see deeper, see wider…. It looks so much better.
WE STILL HAVE EACH OTHER
AND 2 OF OUR 5 AMAZING KIDS KEEPING US COMPANY AT HOME
WE ARE ALL TREES AWAITING OUR NEXT SEASON OF FRUIT TO YEILD.